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It's nights like this that being alone sucks. So much on my mind, so much going on that it would be so....nice....to have that someone to lean on. To hold me, let me fall knowing they're there to catch me and just hold on saying "It'll be all right." Someone who doesn't believe me when i say "I'm fine" and just lets it go. A soft place to land so someone else can be the rock, for just a little while...... but maybe that's just not meant for me.
Then i wake up and realize it's ok... I wouldn't know how anyway lol
Then i wake up and realize it's ok... I wouldn't know how anyway lol
wonderings.....
Sometimes I wonder what is so wrong with me that people come close, get past my walls, then vanish.....
For once, i'd like to see what it's like for someone to stay.....
tired.... but rising
It's been a rough few months, but I'm OK. The shadows tell me it's all my fault, that i should be used to this....but fuck that. I'm sick and tired of feeling like there's something wrong with me. I know my lot in this life is to take of of those who need me first, and then, and only then, will my happy come around. Maybe never, but that's OK. I'll make my fucking own. Inside, the rivers of blood and ink burn, I thought, to consume me. They we're only relighting the cold ashes and lighting the wings anew. To the music of a lone wolf's howl, a firebird takes to the sky. Flames low, feathers trailing only sparks, she rises. Ascend, baby, until
life is short....Live it.
Life is short, and tomorrow is never a given. Love fiercely, and remember to tell them; be happy, and let others be, too. dance, even if you can't, and sing....again, even if you can't lol. choose to do more than just exist, LIVE, just for the sake of it. Stop and watch the colors spread across the sky, and remember to point them out to the little ones so they see beauty too. Learn to forgive, yourself and others, so the past can't haunt you or hold you back. Listen to the voices that tell you to get up, GET UP. Smile back at little kids, so they can see there are good people out there. Laugh so you never get too serious. Cry, without shame,
You Can Let Go Now...
Why are those words so hard to follow?
I leaned over and said them to you the night before you went away.
"You can let go now, Daddy."
So few words to hold the weight of our world.
My head knew it was time for you to go, but my heart wanted so badly
for you to stay.
People gathered to see you one last time.
Kind words and prayers flowed like water,
And part of me went with you when you died.
Comfort was had in your end to pain.
The peace that entered the room when your spirit walked out the open door
filled us all for just a moment.
Your noble soul sang to Heaven on a redtail hawk's cry.
Three years have passed now....
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...having a good ol' listen to Muse now, haven't listened to them in years...
